1. |
z
05:13
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picking at the sores
oh I'll get through
I will
I'll tear you out
I swear
you'll finish me
finish me
love, rags, bodies, bags
cut eyes, sewn up, thrown out
teeth ripping
I need this
lips drip, grip is slipping
it's slipping
I lost it, I lost it, I lost it
but I remember
I was your doll, I felt so pretty
you rubbed me raw with love and sadness
said fuck it all, but I keep forgetting
I would eat the world to have this
I'll come, I'll crawl, I'll be your kitty
so you can cut into my madness
I was your doll, I felt so pretty
oh, I could kill the world to have this
picking at the sores
oh I'll get through
I will
I'll tear you out
I swear
you'll finish me
finish me
I feel you in there
I'll drag you out
oh, I'll find it
I swear I'll find it
I feel you pricking
you're in there pricking
You're digging, ripping
love
I feel you in there
I'll drag you out
I know I'll find it
My name is
my name is z, my head is dead
lost it somewhere in your bed
heart's a needle
cut the thread
how you stitched me
how I bled
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2. |
meanugly
02:28
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cut in two
sharper words were never said
words can never mend
we're worthless and pretending
only you
haunting and obscure
ever wanting more
strangled, mangled, hanging in my doorway
dead, dead, dead is easy
dead, dead is clean
dead, dead, dead is easy
dead is free of everything
dead is free of everything
I'm not alive
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3. |
florida
05:23
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me
holding on to you
and you
holding on to me
we
breathe and tremble through
eyes
wide in disbelief
I feel the space beyond you
empty, cold, and shimmering
I place my hands upon you
I know
It's you and me
need your love, need your love
I'm holding on
won't let go
no, I won't let go
need your love
holding, oh
yeah
now the hour's turning down
lonely as a dream
'til the seconds start to pound
I'll carry you
carry you through it all
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4. |
rumbile
07:57
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breathe into the night
the black is heavy
the stain is bright
I'm getting
I'm getting through myself
even though
even though time keeps spinning me down
slide forever through it all
midnight slick
I'm forever at your call
always dreaming
always sick
I'm slipping, I'm… I'm slipping
spun into a parallel
I crash into the glow
passing through my window
passing through the pain
cut through to the mettle/metal
eyes spitting out rain
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5. |
oh brother
06:16
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oh brother
it was easy
oh brother
it was easy
today I cut you
I didn't cry
you asked me for it
and I obliged
I made to move you
held you shaking
I carried you through
swore to be your breaking
you felt so heavy
I let you down
you grew so quiet
I stole the sound
I tore the light out
from your eyes
then I got angry
I didn't cry
ugly day I felt it was
you found a friend in me because
'cause I was lonely
you were sick
you gave yourself
I gave the prick
goodnight my fellow
no fight, no foul
I might be yellow
just not right now
there's still one shiver left, I know
so easy off gentle
I'll let you go
oh brother
it was easy
oh brother
it was easy
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6. |
brainstorm
02:51
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it's the storm before
the crack in your head
it's the grit, this is it
it's the sick in your shit
it's the storm before
the crack in your head
split down the middle
smile
bit your lip and broke it
get a grip just a little while
get mean, get settled
get down to the mettle
here it comes can you weather it
better it
get one step ahead of it
when it hits you stumble, fumble
crumbling, crying
why keep trying
now you're stuck in the fuck of it
now you're fucked for the feeling
it's pouring out, it's pouring out
it's pouring
rain come down
you've been here before
it's coming down
you're coming down with it
you're coming down hard
it's the storm before you slip to the red
it's your gut in a knot
it's the rage, it's the rot
can you kill it
can you kill it
you can feel it
the crack
can you fill it
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7. |
lurch
03:44
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I'm gasping
choking
desperate cold unknowing
I hold on to the nightmare
there's death in waking
I fumble, clutching at the dark until
I touch you
suddenly I'm ripped into the blue
I'm becoming
I am torn to pieces
I am new
shattering the dream, I'm screaming
falling
I am finding
I am feeling everything in you
Is it real
are you real
is it me and you
into the blue
I fell into the blue
that's where I found you
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8. |
evanescent
02:03
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I'm so lonely
do you want to know me
we are made of fear
made for nothing
we're borne to disappear
are you lonely
could you ever know me
we are made of fear
(I want to run)
you could be the tear in my eye
(nowhere to run)
nearly alive
trickle into nothing (I come undone)
am I lovely
or am I (nowhere to run) nothing
mortal
nothing
am I beautiful
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9. |
nowhere kid
04:01
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